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Name: Daisymarie
Birthday: 11/2/1983
Gender: Female
Interests: Dancing, modeling, acting, beauty pageants, writing, painting, reading, watching movies, hanging out with friends, going clubbing, playing with my puppy.
Expertise: I can tell the brand of Root Beer just by tasting it.
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Art
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  DandyJaz
Member Since:
6/2/2004
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| When did life get so complicated?
Why does life have to change from getting to color all day and play outside to having to pay bills, to work at a job that doesn't appreciate you and to be put in a situation where someone hurts your feelings and then blames it on you and gets mad at you for feeling hurt because it's all your fault that you feel that way.
i understand that we all choose to react to things a certain way. But when, for example, someone dies you don't go and celebrate. You feel sad. any normal, healthy person would feel sad.
If someone lied to you or kept something from you, that when you finally found out what it was you ended up being sad, upset, angry, or just plain PISSED OFF! How many of us have been in that situation? Me. you can't help the way you feel. You just do. Does that make you insecure? I really want to know.
Does everybody deserve trust? How to you get people to trust you? Should you just trust out of no where? Or if you first trusted someone should you always trust them no matter what? Do they have to maintain your trust in them? Like should they always continue to give you a reason to trust them?
How do you forgive and forget? especially if they betrayed your trust? How do you trust them again? How do you get over a lifetime of people lettting you down and hurting you? What becomes of your life then?
I remember and miss those days when I was young and the only thing that I had to worry about was making sure I didn't miss the good cartoons on saturday morning. | | |
|  Life is so UUGGHH!!! Right now. I just feel like I have all these things that I'm dealing with and adjusting too and I can't seem to deal or adjust fast enough.
Granted, all the things that are happening are pretty much all good things (seperately) but all piled on a small plate it's starting to reach the stressed out line. And right now that line is a very thin line.
I keep asking God to give me the strength and determination to go through with everything but I can't seem to shake this blah feeling I have. I can't really talk to anybody about it cause who's really going to just sit and listen. The people that I have tried to "vent" to always interupt me when I'm in mid vent and give advice or justification on when I just want them to listen and care.
This new promotion is really kicking my butt. The hours I work and the lack of sleep I get plus trying to find a new roomate for Amber while getting ready to move back in with my parents. And then of course there's money or lack there of. And what makes it worse is I feel like no one has time for me.
I'm trying to pull through with God's help but right now it's just that one bump in the road that catches you off guard. I have to stay postive cause how else am I going to be able to support Simon when he's trying to start his career and get it moving in a positive direction. The worse thing I could do is be a grumpy gus and send that vibe into the universe while he's trying to be productive. AAAHHH!!  I'm just venting...and actually I feel a little better.  | | |
| I am officially done with my AST (Advanced Store Training) I actually did enjoy the drive to Cameron park ( the view from the hills was nice with the mix of clouds and sunlight.)
Now all I have to do is retain all the information that I was taught and apply it to my store HAHAHA!!! that's a little scary cause there is so much stuff to know and so many formailites to think about. But I have to hold on the the fact that God gave me this opportunity for a reason and the people that had me take the training and asked me to fill the position of Assistant Manager saw something in me that would be successful in that position. Even though I think differently.
Anywhoo pray that I am as good as they think I am. | | |
| This one is for Brian....
1. Two names you go by...
1. Daisy
2. Any flower name
2. Two parts of your heritage...
1. Filipino
2 Chinese
3. Two things that scare you...
1. Crazy bums
2. public restrooms
4. Two of your everyday essentials...
1. Bath and Body works "Body Butter"
2. Root Beer
5. Two things you are wearing right now...
1. My engagement ring 
2. Jordan's 14's
6. Two of your favorite bands or musical artists...
1. Backstreet Boys!
2. I dunno...I like all kinds of music
7. Two physical things that appeal to you...
1. Simon
2. Penguins
8. Two of your favorite hobbies...
1. Art (crafts)
2. Dance
9. Two places you want to go on vacation...
1. Hawaii
2. Italy
10. Two things you want to do before you die...
1. See penguins in natural habitat
2. Meet my biological father
11. Two things you thinking about right now...
1. Sleep
2. In & Out animal style fries
12. Two stores you shop at...
1. Wal-Mart (hecka tight)
2. Target (Mossimo)
13. Two people you haven't talked to in a while...
1. One of my best friends Kwazy he's stationed in Japan
2. Kathleen
14. Two favorite sports you like to watch/play...
1. Basketball
2. Fishing with Simon and Randy
15. Two people who'll fill this out...
1. Randy
2. Kathleen
16. Two things you did last night...
1. Went to couples group
2. Took a shower
17. Two of your favorite shows...
1. The OC
2. CSI
18. Two of your favorite places to go...
1. The Beach
2. A restaurant
19. Two of your favorite subjects in school...
1. Art
2. Dance
20. Two of your favorite places to eat...
1. Red Robin
2. Olive Garden (Sea Food Alfredo)
21. Two people who live in your house...
1. Amber (Alan's girlfriend)
2. Ninja (Amber weird cat)
22. Two things you like about yourself (physically)...
1. I'm small
2. My eyes
23. Two things you ate today...
1. Tuna sandwhich
2. that's all I've eaten so far
24. Two things about the person who posted this...
1. Brian's fasinated with Chuch Norris
2. He's my brotha from anotha Motha
25. Two people you last talked to...
1. Simon
2. Sue
26. Two things you're doing tomorrow...
1. Going to church
2. Resting
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| It has been a long time since I've posted here.
A lot has happened in a month and a half... Lets see...
Amber and I moved into our apartment February 1st
Simon and I celebrated our four year anniversary on Feb 8th
oh and Simon proposed on Feb 14th
I even found and ordered my wedding dress already. My parents are super excited (which is a surprise to me) Planning is going okay since I have the experience in wedding planning its just that its different when its your own.
I also have a new job at Starbucks. It's actually a "franchise" kind of Starbucks inside of Safeway right by church. I'm currently the shift leader there and I am up for a possible promotion. I am actually going to AST (advanced store training) on tues, wed, and thurs of this week. yippee. BUT It's all the way in cameron park With this triaining I could be the assistant manager if I accept it.
But I think that's all thats been going on with me that is interesting for ya'll to know. | | |
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